Bismillah.
I have a lots of draft. mostly cerita positif yang tidak dipublish (ada masa saya publish sebab tak habis cerita dan panjangggg eh gaya macam ada baca je lol). bila scroll back my previous draft rasa macam, "eh why now aku tak macam ni.. mana pergi positive vibes awak? nak balik macam dulu.. bla bla and so on."
Honestly, sometimes i did not know what Allah trying to teach me. which ways should i go? what kind of job should i take? i felt a bit better. but i am back to my senses, i am not perfect to know everything. i am fine but sometimes i feel emotional when face varying levels of hardship. i always told myself to keep on positive through every obstacles, keep humble by each experience and know the value of grateful.
I am so sensitive person you know.. ahha!
Allah, i am trying as many ways i can. i do not give up, but i believe all of these hardship will lead me towards success. i believe Allah always there for me. despite all these hardship, apa yang boleh saya nampak sekarang adalah, follow the flow. keep on moving forward. cuba sedaya upaya untuk mencari ruang dan peluang yang ada. dah tentu, saya semakin jadi seorang yang lebih kuat.
Dear myself, please be brave. try not to cling your heart into bad thoughts. but when things are hard, you can just cry in pain. but dont forget to back courageously. dont forget, Allah reminds us "with hardship, there is ease."
Tajdid your niat, turn to Allah.. believe in Him, always pray and du'a.
“And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and
a loss of wealth and lives and fruits, but give good tidings to the patient.”
(2:155)
Wassalam,
Shah Alam/rainy day.
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