Mimpi.

"O Allah, i ask you to remake my heart. Fill it with what you love. 

Remove from it what You don't. And mend what i've broken."

 - Yasmin Mogahed

Kadang mimpi pun boleh melukakan, bangun pagi dengan perasaan yang hiba. Seakan ianya realiti. Tapi, keluh perlahan bahawasanya ianya cuma sekadar mimpi, syukur. Istigfar. 

" A mukmin will never fall into a hole twice."

So do me, no worries i will not do same mistakes twice. Hmm life has it cycles. It will never stop until Allah take what He lends. Life is a learning process and have a different memories. It is blessed having those memories that sometimes it bring tears and smile in my face and teaches me how to move on, until it keep in my mind that i was a tough one before. Esp when keep remembering about my past lol hehe.

But never mind, sometimes we have to look back to the past for a while. So we can see all mistakes we have done. Notice all of weakness and start learning on how to do better in the future. Back to the reality, focus on plan!

O Allah, i know this is my journey. You put me here to make me as a struggling muslimah. I always syukur on every path that you put me in as i know you have your own reason, a reason for me to be a better me in the future. 

O Allah, thanks for everything. Thanks from the deep of my heart. I really love you. :')

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Semua kerana mimpi itu.

Past, good bye!
Future, hai!


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Muhasabah.